Sometimes I really wonder how my heart thinks.. I feel like an idiot.
Tho, if life was easy why live then..?
Life is about everyfuckingting being hard and difficult every fucking time.
Feels like nothing is on my side anymore or have it ever been?
I think not.
Please for once can I be happy whiteout faking it.. Or perhaps my life is about faking a smile 24/7..
It's been a while since I was really happy and almost everything was fine.

It's hard to fake smiles and try to be happy for a long time, eventually you'll break down and everything feels like shit.

I start to like you, I just hope on some lucky shit to happen.

- peace out ✌